躲避

最近我很爱躲避他，
不想看到他，
怕我再伤心，
也不想悲剧又再重演，
偶尔很想跟他说话，
怕自己受伤，
就不想跟他聊天，
原因是他每次对我忽冷忽热，
msn问他东西，他就offline，
我appear offline，他就online。
是我一厢情愿，
所以他就这样吧，
而且我又配不上他，
他一定不会喜欢我这个人吧。
应该永远不会喜欢，
我应该学会放手，
但每次都办不到，
还是思念着他，
也许思念是一种病，
但也不必要持久，
也应该医好。
让时间让我可以慢慢的学会放手。
祝福他，希望他能找到他理想的对象，
我也应该找爱我自己的人。
但现在的我不想那么急谈恋爱，
应该多多观察，
多多了解男生的真面目，
以免被受骗，
好好找一个人，
珍惜身边的人。
所有的一切，
随缘吧。

一日营的快乐

一日营那天，就我最期待的一天
首先就看到扯铃表演
看到他的表演
真的很精彩
我看得出他很紧张
但他没有掉铃
好想大声的替他加油
但是我不敢哈哈
虽然有一点音乐技术的问题
但没有影响他的表演
程现出最完美的一幕
好想喊说"好帅喔"
哈哈
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

轮到玩station game 的时候
就玩他的station 咯
我以为他看不到我
好想叫他
但看到他那么忙
不想打扰他
就玩他设计的游戏
很开心他会帮我这组给答案和tips
哈哈 好奸诈
最后得了平手 就pk
但我的组竟然在pk的时候输了
就被罚吃wasabi
他好坏
昨夜跟他聊他的station的惩罚是吃他邻居的辣椒
可是竟然是吃wasabi
第一就喂我吃了
被他喂虽然觉得很甜蜜
但那个是我最讨厌的wasabi T.T
他人蛮好
知道我受不了
就给我水喝
....................................
一日营终于完毕了
但他喂我的那一幕
还在我的脑海里播映
到现在都有^^

他

喜欢上他让我决得很快乐

但被拒绝的感受是很难过的

前天他有来上华语班

难得见到他会来上课

可是心里还是觉得很愉快

几个月没跟他谈天的

就在前天跟他聊好多好多

听说他是这个星期六一日营的station leader喔

好期待这个一日营

希望能玩到他的station

因为去年没玩到

虽然聊天的时间很短暂

但是我很心满意足了

他送的纪念品我还留着

虽然第一眼我不是很喜欢

可是那份礼物很特别

因为

这让我很感动

Explorace of minggu Pusat Sumber

Running..running....explorace started...

..I can't take too much picture ...because I am a leader of one of the station.

Now introduce my station task:-

1. R u sure u r from kumpulan ??

2.please choose 2 envelope (A,B,C,D,E,F,G)

3.SOLVE THE PICTURE PUZZLE AND GUESS WHO ARE THEY..

4.answer the kuiz question...

just that easy..

the interesting is ....

the picture puzzle is most from ur school's teacher and some of them is menteri ppl la

the most funny is ...

+one of the contestant dunno who is the picture ppl

-but I know..Hishammuddin lor

the most geng is...

-look at the pic's ppl eye ,they know jor...

is easy de..Pn esah Mohammad 's eye who cannot figure out de ler...

the most walau+geng is

they try to rasuah me..RM5ok??

....

this also can

100% will refuse la

because I also dunno the answer..

beside,

they really very pandai pai ma pi..

they said..this kakak is very cun lah, can give me answer?

I know I am pretty and u know too( lie de)

but the answer is I dunno..

zha dao...

ha...ha.. ha..

the most make me blur is...

too much contestant come in same time

+I dunno want to serve who first

+they take the envelope without my order....

THen ,,

I quickly try to stop them

and give the instruction...

Time move so fast...

finally my station is finish jor,..

I go to the yuet hong station..

Wah..

many ppl wor~~~`

yuet hong? yuet hong ? where r u?

looks her so bz

I juz see the contestant lor..
the yuet huet station is the last one ler~

the fastest contestant is from.....

walau..

5B 's Azyan group...

very fast..

let me introduce yuet hong station...

the task is..

choose a tema and do poster about it..

juz that easy..

let see what the contestant do..

Discussion???
no ..

cut and paste ..

but why like discussion??

tara~

They presenting their poster....

One of the contestant ask me the answwer of the kuiz question..

the question is ...

who is the writer of the SMKCP song?

huh?

I also dunno...

5yrs in this school ..

I never noticed it...

but I know where to find the answer...

in..majalah lor...

Finally.. explorace finish lor...

even not intersting as the chinese society de

but we have fun..

yuet hong is very tired...

The most important thing that I realise is ..

work together in a group..

like chinese pepatah.. tuan jie jiu shi li liang

or malay pepatah...bersatu teguh, bercerai roboh..

english de pepatah ler...I dunno ..haha..

only the group that have this element can win..

like Azyan group,

they work together to solve the puzzle..

and fast...

Lastly..

We take pic together....haha...

Balloon....

What u feel or do when u see a balloon???

when ppl giving free balloon, I will try to got the balloon for me.....haha..XD

feel so childish, but really fun.....

but.........

after I got the balloon, I dunno how to take it home.............

The story is like this:>

That day the HUSH PUPPIES brand got fair in Jusco

I was worked as shoe seller in Jusco but not work for HUSH PUPPIES brand..

and at 12pm, there got a HUSH PUPPY dog (ppl inside one) giving balloon.

Yoon(Larrie shoe friend), take a pic of my friends(Firdaus, Angel and me )individual with the dog.

so got my pic with the dog..

after take pic with the dog , I was ask the dog for balloon, but he didn't give...so embrassed T.T

but Yoon get balloon from her friend that also in charge of the balloon and she got 5 ballon , 2 for me, 1 for her and 1 for her friend....

when Yoon want to went home, she gave me 1 more balloon, and she said:" I dun wan to take the balloon home, so embrasswed , give u take home lor~"

then when I back home, I duuno how to do , so didn't take the balloon home......

.......................................next day...................................................

I am in at 2pm to work, my friend(Ling) ask me why I didn't take home the balloon, then I lie to her that I forget to bring the balloon home....haha...so embrassed

when I am sell shoe, I got c a cute girl, she juz about 4 yrs old I think, she was as cute as my sister, but cuter than my sister because my sister always sleep late so got eye bag...

I ask the cute girl did she want balloon, then she juz nodd her head, so I give 1 purple balloon to her, match with her dress that got a little purple line at her dress, I am feel so HAPPY ^^

then my sisters come with my dad visit me,then I give 2 balloon to my sister, because my brother didn't come...so I can back home without embrassed .........haha...

ALoNe

What u do when u are alone?

Did u have do something when you are alone?

In this school holiday, I feel like that I am juz alone............
-Surf Internet alone-
-singing alone-
-working alone-
-waiting for car alone-
-waiting for the rain stop alone-
-shopping alone-
-sell thing alone-
-buy thing alone-
-stay in the midnight alone-
-listen to song alone-
and many more

Feeling lonely when alone
Lonely.....I am so lonely..........
when alone, I have my space
when alone I am not sad.....
when alone, I miss someone....

Because of work, I become lonely...
Because of alone, make me brave in dark
Because of alone, make me more tough in life
Because of alone, make more mature
Because of alone, make me know how to take care myself
Because of this, I miss him day by day...............

.....................................ALONE....................................................

A Bad Day?Weird Day?But It is totally different day

WhAt A bAd dAy todAy 26/9/2008

I am a girl who was always late to school from primary school. So I can be the school late comer princess...haha...because of that, I quit from the school choir, thinking of that I feel "menyesal"..but today in Secondary school, it was the first time I be beat by teacher.Ouchh....it is really hurt....T.T......my hand still have the "lebam" .....because that when I late, I will always be punish to collect the rubbish only...but today I heard my friend said the teacher in duty today is The School Prefect Teacher...what a bad luck...T~T..I will "try" not to be late again..



WeiRd dAy

It is really weird day also......in school..I juz "simpan" my hand in my "baju kurung hand" to avoid from sun, suddenly Mah Siew Hoe walk infront me and make a "gongxi" and call me "sifu"..=.=.....Mei Shan said I am like "kungfu panda sifu"...=.='''. After school I back to my home with two best friends, they go to my home not just to visit my house..they have another "tujuan", it is to make phone call...because school public phone is already unuseable. When my friend and I want to out to school, I joking with my friends about the physic lesson that I learn about the "Mirage". After I say the word"mirage", suddenly my friends and I were shock by a fire cracker...it is really make my ear want to explose..the sound is too loud..Mei Shan said fortunately that my friends and I not too close with the fire cracker..we can't see it..if we walk there..maybe it will hurt us...it is too scary..

WARNING: IF I SEE WHO WAS PUT THE FIRE CRACKER I WILL KILL HIM AND WRITE HIS NAME IN DEATH NOTE(if had)..

actually the unseen "mirage" is the fire crackers....=.='''



Along my walk with my friends, we see "shou xi de shen ying" at a far distance cycling toward us....IT IS CHEE SOON..he is very weird because when he is cycling toward us at a very high speed...maybe he want to show to me that he was a "superman". He adding his speed althought in front of him has block thing that to slow the speed of vehicles that went through the road.Then..his bag is fall and his bicycle went through his bag...then he is "pokai" but the scary part is he can wake up after falling down...like have no pain, like nothing happen...really strong..but the funny is when he is fall down..an Indian woman is stop her car and shock loooking at chee soon....and then after one or two minutes..The Indian woman is left..I dunno want to help him or not...his bicycle is really broke....then a Siew Hui go toward him and Mei Shan said there had beautiful girl help him , so I and my friends continue to go my house....I just had remember that 2 years ago, he is have a human crash, he is not crash by a car, but he is crash the car that have not move...hahahahaha.......the reason is he is see a woman ..not just a woman, is a woman is ride a small motorcycle...feel funny thinking of that...wahahahaha.............

In my house, Mei Shan talked about that his brother funny act, his brother is "shuai" his car beautiful to in the the Jusco to "shua" cool, then the funny is when want to get the ticket, his hand cannot reach the ticket, so he get out from his car to get the ticket..so emberassed..haha

After Mei Shan back home, I slept in my bed for maybe 2 hours, then I wake by my mother that Chee Soon and Yong Jie is outside of my house waiting. Ceh~ He is give me my pen drive...He say my look is like ghost...T.T.....His hand is really had many plaster..I am not pity at him, but pity at his bike..already "rosak teruk" ..., the basket of his bike is "sudah tanggal"....

Notice: DON'T eVER TRY DANGEROUS ACT TO BE COOL....